When I feel helpless in the storm
Someone holds an umbrella and covers me with a raincoat
It is you, father,
Shielding me from rain and blowing wind
With the body soaked and shivering
.
When I receive awards on the podium
Someone forgets applause and smile
It is you, father,
Immersed in heartfelt blessings
With tears of gratification
.
Under your formless but giant wings
The years of my youth
Were filled with joy, security, and confidence —
The happiest time of my life
.
If there is not enough time to repay your kindness, father,
May I pass on your love
If I cannot pay it back all in this lifetime, father,
Let us switch roles in next incarnation
.
(2006/6/17 Written in tears during the 42nd Silent Meditation Retreat at Wisdom Cliff, Ipoh, Malaysia. Recited on 2014/10/31 during Taipei International Festival of Poetry at the Concert of Liberal Arts, National Taiwan University)